Past Self To Future Me

  4/22/2025  5:40  And now it’s time to write my thoughts down. I just took a bath, and here’s what I think about: taking a cold shower early in the morning. If you wake your face up by washing it with cold water, why not wake your whole body by taking a cold shower? Why is doing something good ridiculed in today's era, and doing something bad, like smoking and drinking alcohol, is glorified today? I don’t know what's with this world anymore, and I am done trying it. I will do whatever I want. I mean whatever is good to me and to my family.  It’s something to be considered. I mean it’s 6:46 and I am already a little done with the chore. I swept the rooftop, and tomorrow I'll clean the ridges of the rooftop. While sweeping the dust, I kinda had these thoughts like everything’s turned to dust. I was lost deep in thought, but the chirping of birds woke me up from my dream to reality, where I saw nothing but dust and debris. I think I should be rhyming more. Na. Anyways....

  4/17/2025 7:51 AM  Why am I writing all this shit. It’s 17 april already and I have lost 17 days worth of shit. I have no idea what has gotten into me. I used to believe in faith and shit and now, it’s just, not working at all. I used to think that believing is to achieve this kind of philosophy, but now, I don’t even know what the hell I should be doing. Should I be working on drawing, animation, or earning money? One thing I know is that getting things won't make people satisfied or happy. Achieving your goal with that thing is what truly makes people happy. Like you know, when you think, when I will get this or have this, I will make this or be this. And now you have the thing you require or you’re at the place you desire, you just can’t seem to make it work like you always thought it of. It is always easier said than done. Life will always give you obstacles and hurdles, like the cake on the top of the stairs. Somehow, with much difficulty, you reach the top and get the ...