5/11/2025

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5/11/2025 8:51 AM

It’s 8:51 already, man. Shitt. Anyways, I need to understand the situations. I mean the art of playing chess fast. No, there are other things to worry about. I need to set my priorities straight.

First and foremost. Need to earn enough money to print my photos. Ah, oh yes. I almost forgot. Oh, I need to print my shit. I mean to say my photos. Why not print pictures instead of putting them in your social media posts? If you can bring your photos to reality by physically touching them and feeling the texture, then why not? 

So, this ends now. Today. Ahh shit. I just took a break from writing and messaged her shit tons of nonsense. I need to keep my composure, or else this emotion will take over me. Think straight, think logical, and think for the future. Don’t get attached to everything and anything. We’ve got limited time on our hands, so use it wisely.

 Ach! Where was I? Oh, okay, it’s 9:11 and I have to complete by 9:30. So here’s what I am gonna do. First, I am going to collect my best work of photography, I will go to the photohollywood studio and print a chunk of them. I don’t care how much it costs. I will also buy a thick piece of paper to make a white border. Ahh, let’s list them out. Stop this distraction of her in my mind. There are a lot of fish in the sea; never settle for mediocre. Fuck this! First, I should build myself, improve upon my skills, and only then am I capable of getting the right one. Why spend time and energy on the wrong person when you can get yourself ready and keep on improving for the right one? Ahh yes. I needed this. 

Attraction, infatuation, and addiction might lead you astray. Focus on your career, not on girls. Because girls are temporary, but success is permanent. Hehehe. Sometimes I give myself good advice so that's why I write my ass off no matter what. Amongst the rubble of dust and debris, there's treasure to be found. Ahh shit! Where was I? Print photos. Okay, after this, I will search for all nice-looking images and print them because I can and I will. 

10 min left and I want to go to Nancy's house to hand my photo. I mean, just to see how it looks on her room. I now have to get in touch with a woodworker so that I can make wood frames cheaply. You know, everything is cheap nowadays and customers are bound to choose between less cheap with premium looks or more cheap with crappy looks. Only the VIPs can afford expensive and durable things, but even they fall into the trap of getting less with more money. The words I am trying to stress is called “Design Obsolete”. Products are currently designed in such a way that after their warranty period or after a couple of years, it is bound to self-destruct or not work, forcing consumers to buy another of their products. Typically fashion when fast fashion has turned into instant fashion due to large media consumption and ads popping everywhere. The competition is fierce, but who am I to complain?. If you can’t keep up, you are left behind. 



9:30 AM 

I can’t help myself, I must keep writing. Why don't I ever play by the rules? I don’t know. Maybe that’s why my life is chaotically harmonious. Ha! Twist and turn. Words become interesting when you put the negative terms with the positive ones. That’s how the author plays tricks on your mind. Some might consider it lousy writing, but remember. Only after rummaging through a pile of shit, you can grab your hands on gold. You first need to cancel out many errors to find the right order. Through a lot of failures, you will find success, so never give up, never back down. Winning mentality. I should and I know I must buy a copy of Can’t Hurt Me by David Goggins. I think that book is calling me. Okay, here’s what I will do today.

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