3/14/2025

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3/14/2025 8:54 AM

I think I should read David Goggins' Can’t Hurt Me. Or not. I don’t know. But I know it’s really in your mind, everything you do. Yes. I thought it was some sort of bullcrap but it's really true. And he also talks, I mean to mention a lot about a winning mindset. It's different from my ideology. My principle is believing in yourself whereas David's mindset is, winning and achieving when it’s almost impossible. I mean I haven't read his books but watched one of his videos and that’s how I got his general idea. His idea is to keep pushing forward and keep reaching new heights, no matter how difficult it is. My theory is to believe in yourself and keep moving forward. There will come a time when the faith of time will test your beliefs, and you need to be ready to trust yourself to make the leap of faith. Believe in yourself. Trust yourself. But like all things, it takes time and effort. Slowly but eventually and with enough practice, you will learn to trust yourself.


It’s logical and not just fairytale-type shit. You can’t trust yourself to drive a truck if you have never driven any vehicle before. Trusting yourself takes time and practice. My point is, that you are never ready to take on a challenge but when you acquire skills, you take on bigger challenges and believe in yourself to accomplish nevertheless. It’s not even a positive mindset, it's the mindset that takes action regardless of the consequences. 

Getting comfortable is worse than getting stuck because you never want to change or do something about it. After all, it's too comforting. But nothing is permanent and this comfort too shall pass. Then what? What do you have to offer this world or to yourself? 


I want to study myself and what I am here for? Like my own therapist or my lifelogist. Hehehe shit. I have no idea how this life will turn out but I should finish what I have started. Like I always dreamt of making a game or let's say building a game. And I always come back year after year without accomplishing anything. But this time. I am not going to delay or make that the problem of my future self. This time, I am going to build a game no matter what. I should probably go have my morning coffee. All I am saying is I have dreams to accomplish but time is running out. Damn! I should have continued way back then and at least not quit because of how difficult it was back then. I was the type of person who stopped when things were challenging and I was frustrated about why things were not working out. It was not working out because I did not study hard enough. Damn past me! You should have accomplished what I am doing now. But this time, I won’t disappoint my future self. I am going to make him proud and capable of building my games by acquiring skills now. For my future self. 

Dear Future self.

Wassup man! You're alright? I just wanted to know that you’ve accomplished our dreams. I mean our past self fucked us up. He was an arrogant brat but a positive thinker nevertheless. But he’s in the past and I will soon join him. He had his share of life and that brat enjoyed life like a badass, leaving me in such a situation. I mean I am not complaining. It's a beautiful life and everything I am right now is because of him. I am learning things that seemed impossible back then but I know it's too slow. I need to speed up or else, time will get me. I hope you are where we always wanted to be. Accomplished and at peace. Damn! My past self knew so little about life and how it worked but maybe, I too have a lot to learn. 

One thing I have learned is that love is an illusion. Ah, what the hell. I am not here to talk about that shit. 

How's it going? Did you get married? I'm sure you do. How’s my future wife? Hehehe this seems awkward but is my future wife hot or is she cute? At this moment, I'm avoiding love and girls so I am sure it’s arranged, or not.  Damn! This is exciting. I hope she is supportive and understanding. Why am I talking about her? I should go make coffee. Talk to you soon.  Should I read the notes my past self left me? I think I should.


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