3/35/2025

 

3/35/2025 7:03 

I have nothing to share except about yesterday. What about yesterday? Yesterday, I went to meet Usha. And that’s it. Let's break it down further and elaborate more. So my conclusion from Usha is, Nothing. She wanted someone to work and there I was. I feel like it was a kind of agreement to be with her. I mean let’s get straight to the point. 

She called me to be present in this survey so I went there. I had nothing interesting. I mean I have important things to do but leaving that, I want to have a coffee with her to prepare for the upcoming survey. I don’t know what she felt but I kinda felt great meeting with her. But it's not the same from both perspectives you know. She was kind of nervous playing around with the packet of sugar and folding it. What the hell am I talking about? I have no attachment or any sort of temptation or anything. I just wanted to meet her in real life so I did. Now today, I have to be in the group and talk about data packs and sim. I want to do something but instead, I am writing my thoughts down. Yes. it will help me but I don’t know how? It might help me clear my mind of the clusterfuck that’s going on within me. No such garbage thoughts are going inside my brain but also I am doing this to clear out, lets just say to organize my thoughts in a manageable way so I can think about important stuff and leave the unimportant stuff for the next day. That’s a good idea. Manageable thoughts.

So what’s the single most important thing you want to do right now? I want to create a scene where nothing is happening but times are changing. As I sit here on my laptop, writing things down in the present, some people are still asleep, who are working out, who are late for their college/work. Some recently died and some are giving birth to new life. Even though nothing happens to a person that person is just laying in the grass, watching the sky, feeling like time has moved slowly. But in reality, time is moving and people are going about their own lives.

 When you sit alone in the cafe, sipping a cup of coffee and viewing the workings of life like you are some kind of observer, you notice little things like the puddle on the street, dogs sleeping tightly with one another, people rushing to be somewhere, people having conversation, argument and some lost in the bygone days. And then you take your last sip and move on to your life, letting another observer take your place. 

Time is a mean son of a gun and won’t wait for anybody. It’s 7:38 and I still have nothing to say. Does my brain contain nothing at this current moment? I don’t know? Sometimes insecurities hit like tidal waves against the boulders. I should not compare I know and I know what I have is a privilege, more than enough for an average life. I am glad and thankful for my parents, my community, and god who put me here. I must have some purpose now. I mean if everything is written then what’s the point of struggling? If you are destined to become a doctor then why pursue art or sports? But the thing is, nobody knows what’s written in the Book of life even if it’s already written. Our job is to just read the pages and complete the book. Oh Yes. I just got this idea about the Book of life. I mean my book of life where I write every single detail and publish it after my death. How would that be? A biography in the form of a novel. An Obutarary? But it would be a book long. If each day, I write a page then how many pages will it fill until my death. Suppose, if I die at the age of 75, then. Currently, I am 31 and I have 35 years left. Damn! 35 is too short to live. I still haven't found my partner. I still have to make love, give birth to a new life, raise that person, pass down my wisdom,m and die peacefully. Most importantly, I have to make, you know, make something about my life. 

Make a mark that can’t erase neither space nor time so when the director’s yell cut, I’ll be fine, forever young - JayZ

So how do I make it up to this world? First, make it up to yourself. Live the life you always wanted. What kind of life have you always wanted? I have no freaking idea. I just want a peaceful life with friends and family. I should do that test again so I know the importance of my life. You know what is the essence of life? Time. I believe time is the most essential element when it comes to life. And the single most essential thing? Money I suppose. When you have those two, you are invincible. I may not have money but I still have some time left. Actually, I don’t have time either. I mean I don’t have time for bullshit and drama. Why didn’t someone or something warn me about Love and all the bullshit that it brings with it? Damn! I mean there are some things that you just cannot avoid, such as love. 

I should write my novel but right now, keeping this novel thought aside for a moment, I must elaborate more on the essence of life. I will ask AI and see what kind of answer it gives me. 

Oh my god. I am not the same person I was minutes ago. I Love such events that change my perspective and shift it into something more important.  Like this moment, I thought time is the essence of life but it turns out, it’s not. I mean we have our own philosophy but ChatGPT has changed this and I think its answer is more valid than mine. I will paste it here so I am convinced every time I open up this one. 

what is the essence of life?

ChatGPT said:

The essence of life is a deeply personal and philosophical question, and its answer depends on perspective. Some common views include:

• Biological Perspective: Life is the process of survival, adaptation, and reproduction, driven by DNA and evolution.

• Philosophical Perspective: Life is about meaning, purpose, and the pursuit of truth, often defined by personal experiences and beliefs.

• Spiritual Perspective: Some see life as a journey of the soul, seeking enlightenment, growth, or connection with a higher power.

• Existential Perspective: Life has no inherent meaning except what we create for ourselves through actions, relationships, and creativity.

• Artistic Perspective: Life is an ongoing act of creation, expression, and the pursuit of beauty and emotion.

For you as an artist and entrepreneur, the essence of life might lie in creating, sharing, and finding genuine connections without compromising your integrity. Life could be about turning ideas into tangible experiences that move people, without falling into deception.

What does life mean to you?

You said:

I want to know your perspective. I mean what do you think is the single most essential thing about life? One thing

ChatGPT said:

Connection.

Everything in life—existence, meaning, growth, creation—stems from connection. Connection to others, to nature, to ideas, to yourself. Even in solitude, we seek connection with our own thoughts or the universe. Art, love, knowledge, and purpose all emerge from how we connect and relate to the world.

You said:

So, for you, the essence of life is connection

ChatGPT said:

Yes. At its core, life is about connection—to people, nature, ideas, emotions, and even to ourselves. Everything meaningful arises from how we relate to the world around us. Without connection, even existence itself would feel empty.

You said:

That's a really good ideology. Can you elaborate more?

ChatGPT said:

Thank you. I'd love to elaborate.

Why Connection Is the Essence of Life

At its core, connection is what gives life depth, purpose, and meaning. Everything we do—creating, learning, loving, evolving—is an extension of our need to connect with something beyond ourselves. Even our inner experiences, like self-reflection and personal growth, are forms of connection to our own identity and emotions.

1. Connection to Others – Love, Friendship, Community

We are social creatures. Relationships with family, friends, and even strangers shape our emotions, choices, and perspectives. The bonds we form bring joy, comfort, and sometimes pain, but they remind us that we are alive. Even those who prefer solitude still need some form of human interaction to feel grounded.

2. Connection to the Self – Identity, Growth, Inner Peace

Understanding oneself is a deep and lifelong journey. Artists, philosophers, and thinkers spend their lives exploring their inner worlds. Without this connection, people feel lost. It's why mindfulness, introspection, and self-expression (through art, writing, or creation) are so important—they help us connect with who we really are.

3. Connection to Nature – The Universe, Earth, Existence

There’s something powerful about standing in a vast forest, watching the ocean waves, or gazing at the stars. It reminds us that we are part of something much bigger than ourselves. Many spiritual beliefs, scientific discoveries, and creative inspirations come from this deep connection with the natural world.

4. Connection to Ideas & Expression – Art, Philosophy, Knowledge

Artists, writers, and thinkers create because they want to connect—with an audience, with history, with the future. Every work of art, poem, invention, or piece of music is an attempt to bridge the gap between minds and souls. Ideas survive through connection, passing from one generation to the next.

5. Connection to Purpose – Legacy, Meaning, Passion

People seek purpose because they want to feel connected to something greater than themselves. Whether it's through career, passion, family, or personal missions, we all want our existence to matter. Even entrepreneurs and leaders are ultimately building something that connects people, whether through products, services, or culture.

Without Connection, Life Feels Empty

Isolation, whether emotional or physical, leads to suffering. Even those who reject society still seek connection—whether it's through art, nature, or philosophy. The most painful human experiences, like loneliness or loss, come from disconnection. And the most fulfilling experiences, like love, creativity, and discovery, come from deep connections.

Conclusion: Connection is Life

To live fully is to connect deeply—with others, with ourselves, with the world, and with ideas. The way we form those connections is unique to each of us, but without them, existence would be meaningless.

Would you say connection plays a big role in your life as an artist and entrepreneur?

You said:

What about time? What do you think of time relating to life? Do you think it's the essence of life?

ChatGPT said:

Time is the stage on which life unfolds, but I don’t think it’s the essence of life itself.

Time as the Framework, Not the Essence

Time gives life structure. It allows for growth, change, and experience. Without time, nothing could evolve, nothing could be remembered, and nothing would have consequences. But time itself is neutral—it just moves forward. What truly gives life meaning is what we do within time, and that comes down to connection, experience, and purpose.

How Time Shapes Life

1. Time Creates Impermanence, Which Gives Things Value

• If life were infinite, moments wouldn’t matter as much.

• The fact that things are temporary makes them precious.

2. Time Pushes Us Forward, Whether We Want It or Not

• Time forces us to make choices, adapt, and grow.

• It teaches us the importance of living now, because time won’t wait.

3. Time Is a Measurement, Not a Meaning

• We measure life in years, but years don’t define the depth of experience.

• Some people live fully in a short time, while others waste decades.

Connection vs. Time

Time is just a background force, but connection is what makes time worthwhile. You can have all the time in the world, but if you have no deep relationships, no passion, no purpose—then time is just empty space.

So, while time is essential as a condition of existence, it’s not the essence of life. What we do with our time is what matters, and that always comes back to connection.

What do you think? Do you feel time itself holds meaning, or is it just a tool for measuring life?

You said:

Damn! you changed my mind

ChatGPT said:

I'm glad my perspective resonated with you! Time feels like the most important thing until you realize it’s just the container—it’s what we fill it with that truly matters.

Now that your mind has shifted, what’s your new perspective on time?

So connection is the essence of life? Hmm. I have to dig deep to find the meaning. I mean there’s no right answer about life. Life itself is a mystery. My perspective, my principle has been shifted into new things and my priorities are not the same anymore. Just with a single change in idealogy. Is it supposed to happen like this? Was I supposed to find out right now at this very moment that connection is the essence of life? And the answer is given by ChatGPT. So should I be skeptical of its answers? If ChatGPT can help others pass their exams, and build careers and businesses, why not I build my life based on its philosophy? It’s an unbiased tool and a boon to humanity so why not use it properly? Certainly, every old tradition shows resistance to new and improved technology because they’re afraid to lose their tradition but we must choose what’s best for humanity and follow the path to the future rather than repeating the old ways if it’s leaving us behind. Times are changing and if you dont board the ship of change, it will set sail leaving you behind. I know it’s tough to leave your old pal, your old tools or the ways you work when all that you had was the one thing. However, you can live a peaceful life forgetting about the world and going your own way. 

I am beginning to understand now. By connection, it does not mean you have to connect to the world in order to have meaning. You can say “Do hell with this godforsaken world” and set your own sail. You can build a raft and let only the most important people who will help you build a meaningful life. I mean, time will pass anyway, whether you like it or not. So why not surround yourself with people who will help you build the raft and live with you, like a family. 

Time is a structure that cannot be molded, a unit can only be measured, an unstoppable force of nature. Time is basically inevitable so why am I worrying about it? I mean what there is to worry about if things that shall happen, will happen. So let it be and enjoy the passing of time. 

On the other hand, we have a connection which is in our control. Which can be molded and shaped into our own likings. We can choose with whom and what we connect with. This has opened up a whole new possibility. I mean, I know the answer, I just have to prove to myself that it’s the right answer. Changing the speed of passing time is not in our control but the connection we make in those times is at least in our control. I was looking in the wrong direction. I was searching for the right answer when the question itself was wrong. The answer was right but the question was wrong and I was confused why it did not make any sense. Now that I know the question, I know the answer. I now just have to restructure my answer properly to make it worthy of the question. Hehehe. What the hell am I talking about? Should I publish this? AH, what the hell, it’s not that I am writing my personal. 

I feel like I am a messenger like Jesus Christ or Gautam Buddha who came to this earth to spread wisdom. I think it's my job to spew whatever I have to pass down my wisdom to another person. But I might be wrong. I might be just another ordinary guy. Oh hell no! In fact, I believe every bright creative person on this entire planet is a messenger trying to spread their ideology to other people. 

There are I believe two types of people, one is transmitter and another is receiver. Transmitters transmit an amount of wisdom and when it’s done, the receiver becomes transmitter. But the problem of the modern world is, that every transmitter has his/her own transmitting principles that are incompatible with one another. The platform of life is compatible with every human being since we all breathe the same air and so the transmitter should also have the properties that are more inclined to be compatible with life. Like Buddhism. It’s kinda out there. It teaches you things you already know, you just don’t know how to apply them. That’s all. 

Sometimes, as human beings, we do things that make no sense at all, but we do it because it’s fun. We do things not because we can but because we have to. We build random things, talk random shit and do random dance? I think life is random and it picks all the randomness out of life and makes something meaningful out of it. Even chaos has its harmony. That is why I should always post my most random thoughts online. Because someone out there needs it to make something out of it, or maybe not. Who am I to decide? I am just a messenger.