5/05/2025

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5/05/2025 8:4 AM 

The novel is almost complete—only a few pages left. I can’t believe I was halfway there the day before, and now it’s almost complete. The first half is not so interesting when it introduces people at random, and it gets really confusing when one person has three names—actually, it’s two, but. 

What the hell is going on? I’ve got everything I desire except the Apple Pencil Pro and the iPhone 14 Pro Max. You need to earn it, bro. You can’t just demand land and wish to be fulfilled. Time like this. 



To live life, you need problems. If you get what you want the minute you want it, what’s the point of living? That’s true as fuck. But why this quote right now in the middle of nowhere? It’s live, bro, and you can put it anywhere. So you know what to do now. But But But!! There are so many questions that arise. Damn! Problems. I can expand that quote into infinity and still find more ideas to talk about. Because Life, of course. 

So where was I? Ahh, I remember why I brought that up. I have some things, some instructions, and some path to follow. It’s been 4 years, and still, I am learning so much. Where is the end to all this? I mean, when will I be ready? I know I will be ready when I start it. Okay, I know how to do portraits, I know how to landscape, and I know how to do watercolor. So what’s stopping me? I should ask Rohin, a but she is not interested in .e? I mean I don’t mean in that way, in a rather friendly way, I mean people who are like a mirror, reflecting yourself, because you cannot see what's in your face until someone mentions you or shows you themselves. Yeah, I very much would like to befriend people who really reflect on my abilities and shortcomings. And indeed, I will be able to work on my flaws and celebrate my achievements. That would be great, but there was one person who actually did that for me, and I am glad that I am his friend. But friendship works both ways, so I also should be his mirror, showing his flaws and skills. Things were going smooth for 5 freaking years until the arrival of one third wheel. Hehehe, I know I have this ego, and he also has this ego. I believe it’s not about ego. 



I need to be my own reflection and work on my abilities and skills. Pen & ink it is. I mean, people really come to buy the things you know. I would really like to draw more. Okay, enough writing, and now I have to be productive. But first, let’s make a list of things I have to do. 

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